i thought that was strange. made me feel like i was nine years old all over again, and was just starting to discover the wonder that is american candy.
i have started to work on a "romantic" novel. women deserve classy porn! hopefully it will work out.
i love mint chocolate chip ice cream.
why must i start all my sentences with i ? this is why i don't like capitalization. it makes me feel too self-important. screw capitalism! kidding.*capitalization.
i'm looking for a new show to get addicted to. series 3 of skins has yet to air, as well as season 2 of true blood, and i'm all cought up on my other shows. speaking of skins...i think it's almost unfair that none of the characters are returning for the third series. what will i do without my beloved twat sid jenkins and my favorite psycho anorexic girl, cassie? god only knows. actually, if god does exist, i doubt he cares about my tv preferences. actually i think i'll watch eli stone. i like the name eli.
i should probably go before i type myself to death.
i have started to work on a "romantic" novel. women deserve classy porn! hopefully it will work out.
i love mint chocolate chip ice cream.
why must i start all my sentences with i ? this is why i don't like capitalization. it makes me feel too self-important. screw capitalism! kidding.*capitalization.
i'm looking for a new show to get addicted to. series 3 of skins has yet to air, as well as season 2 of true blood, and i'm all cought up on my other shows. speaking of skins...i think it's almost unfair that none of the characters are returning for the third series. what will i do without my beloved twat sid jenkins and my favorite psycho anorexic girl, cassie? god only knows. actually, if god does exist, i doubt he cares about my tv preferences. actually i think i'll watch eli stone. i like the name eli.
i should probably go before i type myself to death.
i really want to find someone smart who will take bubble baths and dance like a loser to upbeat oldies songs with me. that seems really nice.
ok, i'm going now, but i will post a short story soon. it was inspired by a family i met over the summer at my grandparents' house in the russian countryside. here are a few pictures from a luncheon we had:
in the meantime...if anyone reads this blog, i have a question.
what does love feel like?
i just want to see it put into words. i wonder if pure love feels the same for all of us. or maybe i've never been in love...i really want to fall in love. just to know. being loved in return would be nice, of course...but i would just really like to know how it feels to really truly love someone. is that weird?
No- that's not weird at all. If you truly love yourself, or can learn to truly love yourself, I believe your on your way to "pure" love. I think pure & total love comes from above & can seem almost unobtainable, but if we keep trying hard, I think we can get there, but we never should stop trying.
ReplyDeleteI'm MUCH older than you & STILL trying to find it. Your young. I envy you. You have a much better chance. Take them all. Don't ever waste any of them! I truly hope you one day find the pure love you seek.
THANKS so much for commenting on my blog. It means a lot.
"classy porn". Is there such a thing? Good luck w/your writing, I'd be interested in reading more. You seem very clever.
ReplyDeleteI don't watch much TV, but caught the 1st ep. of True Blood & thought it was pretty cool. I much prefered his 1st series- Six Feet Under.
thanks, i do have hope. what scares me, though, is that the several times i've thought that i was in love were total disasters from the start.
ReplyDelete& yes, classy porn! i am single-handedly starting a new genre! hahaha. i think classy porn differs from porn in that it will be written artistically and we will have backgrounds on the characters and such...and in feeling more connected to the protagonists the readers will actually appreciate the "sexy" moments more. that is, at least, my intention. i'll post the beginning of the novel soon.